Today for the fans of the famous South Korean musician Johnkhan in the press appeared sad news. 27-year-old Kim John Hen committed suicide with the help of carbon monoxide. In his suicide note, the lead singer of the SHINee group talked about why he took over.
I could not suppress my depression
From the report, which was formed by the police during the investigation, it became clear that the young artist Jhonchen had brought scores to life yesterday at home. The musician was poisoned with carbon monoxide, and before that he wrote a suicide note. It was her content that got to the pages of the press and the Internet. Here are the words before his death, wrote Kim:
"Probably, no one knows what emotions and feelings are inside me. For a long time I have been devastated. Loneliness eats me from the inside. You have no idea how difficult it is to commit suicide, but I have no other choice. Depression, because of which it seems to me that the whole world around me is one big black stain without an outlet, does not want to retreat in any way. This state completely absorbed me, and I see no other way than to get out of this world. Before I did that, I pondered for a long time. For many years I tried to convince myself that suicide is an extreme measure and it is necessary to try to avoid it. Unfortunately, this did not work out for me. The only thing I'm really very proud of is my work. Guys, is not it really, I did a very good job? " .
After this, the musician, having receded several lines, apparently began to answer for those guys, whom he addressed in the previous sentence. Here's what Johnhen wrote:
"Yes, you really did very well! We think that you can be proud of anyone. You went through so many trials and became a great artist and idol of millions. I can not write anymore ... Farewell! ".
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Fans of Johnhane are killed by grief
After the news of the death of a South Korean musician was published in the press, on the social networks the fans published a lot of reviews, in which they regretted this unexpected loss. That's what words could be found on the Internet: "Jhonchen, how is it ?! Why was it so? Was there really no way out and suicide is what saved you? "," It's unfortunate that Kim decided to take his life. I was his fan and very fond of listening to his songs. "" It seems to me that the world has gone mad if such young and talented die. What makes them die, because they still have their whole life ahead of them? Condolences to his relatives. It is unfortunate that Kim took such a decision, "etc.
Recall that in the South Korean show business market, artists are subject to fairly strict rules. According to many contracts, stars can not use mobile phones and social networks. In addition, they must always follow the image that they created to appear in public and the stage, and this applies not only to clothing, but also how the artist should smile and what make-up he should wear. However, this is not all. As the insider told Jonkhan, there was an even tougher contract with the producers. According to him, the young artist had no right to establish close relations with the girls and make friends with those whom he wanted. Apparently, this is what led to the death of 27-year-old Kim.